its sometimes tough

for those of you that didnt know i was recently diagnosed as having depression. its a very odd feeling. its a mental illness and it affects every part of your life. the other thing is i discovered that i've been suffering from it for the last 20 years. if your going through life looking at everything in a negative way i urge you to seek out help. life is meant to be full of joy not misery and heartache. i want to thank my wonderful family and friends for being there for me. i was as low as i could be but now im slowly on the up. take care people talk soon