I still miss you. X

loss

When someone passes away they leave behind so many broken hearts. I speak of this because I know this to be true. Those who leave us have the easy part. We who are left behind suffer. See you in this life or the next

Fuck! I feel like shit. one step forward 3 steps back. I really do need something.

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I am one. The black sheep of the family. I feel as if I've lost my family. I have not spoke to my sister in over a year. And although I say it doesn't bother me it does. The problem is i don't think it bothers her. I don't know what it is that I said or did to her for her not to want me around. I guess blood is not thicker than water. It is true i dont like her partner. I don't think hes good ekough for her. I dont think he's good enough for my beautiful niece. I am no angel and i know I have left a trail of destruction behind me over the last few years and for that im incredibly sorry to all those that were affected by my actions. I'm trying to get back on track.. I wish all my family all the best and nothing but lovsee you n this life or the next in th

messy

Work, is busy. Home life is busy. It seems that everything is moving fast and I'm struggling to keep up. I will work it out. Life is not meant to be easy, is it? See you in this one or the next

shit.

Bikes at the garage. Again. Fed up? Yep.

tired

Tired is an understatement. My whole body aches. I just need a break i think. The weekend was meant to be a break but it mutated into the most stressful time ever.I just want to get on the bike and just blast it. Where has all the peace gone? See you in this life or the next

yesterday

I spent my late grandads birthday in the hospital after my middle son hurt his head playing. Not a fan of hospitals. Who is though? He's on the mend now but it did scare the Shit out of me. He's super proud to have ridden in the ambulance. That's my boy. See you in this life or the next .

Band names, answers on a postcard.

i

I made a mistake. It happens. I'm not perfect never claimed to be. I made a rash judgement. I took the post down. However, what I will say is the person i aimed it at ( and he knows who he is) is still a cunt just not in the way I thought. Any man who hits his lady doesn't deserve to live. Prick. See you in this life or the next

2 years.

So this is the 2nd anniversary of my grandmothers passing. She was the person who put me right and had my back. She was one of my heroes and not a day passes when i don't miss her.

shit

Heading into a Shit week. Anniversary of the passing of my beloved grandmother. Missing my pops out in ND and not seen some of my homies for to long. Shit all round. And the bikes off the road. Life is a cunt sometimes. See you in this life or the next.

slack

I've been a bit slack on here of late. Fuck I've been slack all round lately. Time's are a bit Shit of late. I'm trying to pick myself up but i gotta be honest its hard.. God knows we keep trying. See you in this life or the next.

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long time

It's been a while since i wrote on here. Well the bike is on the road again and that in itself feels pretty good. I'm heading back up north soon and I'm looking forward to that. I'm hoping to start the chop while there with the help of my old friend lee. Nothing major. New rear fender, bars and exhaust. See you in this world or the next

Tired of all the bullshit? Yea, me too.

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Dax Riggs - I'm Your Man

care

be wary of burning bridges you may need to cross them again one day.

time

some times time is our friend and other times a curse. it works against us or for us. sometimes it feels like it just stops or goes to fast. it does not heal all wounds i am afraid but maybe it numbs them. what i would say is that we have a limited amount of it. so we should enjoy it while we can. see you i this life or the next

dharma punx

Dharma punx by Noah Levine is an outstanding book about a journey from drug addiction to spiritual enlightenment. An outstanding read. My ma told me that my late grandfather was a man who believed in a spiritual life but put no faith in a religion. He felt faith should be put in yourself and those you love. Now that's something I can get behind. You don't need a god or a church to have a faith. You just need to take a chance and forgive those who matter.

See you in this life or the next.

in time

I had a tough year last year. My health wasn't the best and to be quite honest I think its still on the mend. But I think its time to put all that Shit in the past and look to the future. I have wonderful parents who I feel I am finally getting to know and that process is healing me more than anything else. We will learn from our past errors and move forward. It isn't easy but its vital that we do. This is the only choice we have. If we don't life is done and I'm not ready to be done. I'm only just getting started.

ill

I am ill. Not felt this crappy in a long time. It's Shit.

parents

Do you ever have those days where you just want to see your parents? Today is one of those days

summer

Hurry up sunshine and surf! Cornwall this summer me thinks.

new year

Time to get moving, got to sort myself out. N

eed to get my bike back on the road. I can here the coast calling this summer.