new year

been really shit on here. had a shit Christmas. lost my job because the company closed down. and they owed me two months wages. my brother in law passed away at the same time. he was 42. it does seem a terrible waste but I guess when your times up there's no fighting it. I worry about my wife the most. she doesn't seem to be coping particularly well. I feel a bit lost myself. still as they say life goes on. this is my 40th year on the planet so im now in the frame of mind to celebrate it to the best of my ability and pretty much every other day. so with that in mind and today being my sons 18th birthday we start he celebration now

keep on keeping on

do you ever get the feeling that no matter what you do in life there is always something around the corner ready to knock you back down. Im lucky I have some amazing people in my life that help me through it all. if I didn't I don't know what I would do. I started this blog a couple of years ago and so much has happened since then. I am just grateful certain people were with me . see you in this life or the next

time time time

where has the time gone? seems like this year is almost done!! Did the hotrod hayride last week. brilliant time. shit hot. trip out soon(fingers crossed). life is out there. see you in this one or the next

in time

i havent written anything for some time. ive been busy. or maybe a little lost. i have plans. on to bigger, better and warmer times. im grateful for my family. my children are my angels. see you in this life or the next

I still miss you. X

loss

When someone passes away they leave behind so many broken hearts. I speak of this because I know this to be true. Those who leave us have the easy part. We who are left behind suffer. See you in this life or the next

Fuck! I feel like shit. one step forward 3 steps back. I really do need something.